AHHhhh!!!! My mother come in the wrong time!!!!! She is here when i really feel like crying!!!!!! Why you do this to me??? Just live me alone. This is what I'm going to say, You just don't understand and i think you will never get to understand. It wasnt all what you think and what u see. But what-so-ever, I'm someone that wont tell you anything or wont take initiative. So whatever it is, be it whether or not i regret, I'll rather choose to suffer than to say out. I will bury myself with books and study hard!!!!! I wont think... and i'm not going to tell you this.