Those time sharing music!!! This is a old but nice song. :)

为什么相爱的人不能在一起

WTF!!!! The moment i step in my house in the afternoon, i thought everything is in peace but i was wrong!!! Can you all just kill me la, stop me from all this CRAP!! It's like my family gonna..... My Mum just walk off like that and called my Dad, telling him that She's not coming back any more. What do u mean by that huh??? Can u please dun be like that. It's also hurting of us ok?? 

Currently both my parent not all home and it just give me an insecure feeling:( MUMMY!! DADDY!!! PLEASE.... I BEG YOU TO STOP THE FIGHT OK?? PLEASE..... I really want to tell them this, but hais... I dun wanna let them see me in this state, they have problems too. Well, i shall just bear it ba. Just FML la!!! Seriously August is the worst month I could ever get. The amount of tears drop is countless, I HATE IT!!! Well, nobody will know how i feel right now. SUX!!! I really feeling scared, afraid that my family will..... FML!!!

Alright!! finally exam is over and i dun have to be so stress every single day. Well stress really kills, I've been trying very hard to control my emotions these few days to the extend that I'm talking to myself :x Anyway its a way to keep myself calm. 

Ok I'm quite TIRED today, 1 hour of sleep and woke up at 2.00am because of my parent:( It's normal for parent to quarrel but why did u used the word divorce? Both of them should calm down and settle tgt right? Or maybe one day you will regret on that solution, well everything is fixed, can't do anything alr. 

It's like u don't know how i feel at that moment maybe u thought I didnt hear but i just have lots of things running through. Really can't sleep after that instead studying in the dark because i can't switch on the light as they're sitting outside on the sofa!!! I really dun know what to do and also havent finish studying but the only thing i can do is to wait. This 3 hours are seriously terrible for me...... Yet 5 o clock start to prepare and head of to school to study. 

I have the feeling that i will fail chem but if i really do, I'm will......:( First time failing. Hais... let god do his work ba. Went home earlier today, Ive  nothing to do in school and that I'm tired. Gonna really wish Sheryl RuiYan and Carina all the very best of the bloody A Math paper tmr!!! Urrggg.... really tired,shall take a mini rest ba. Bye;)

那些年 - (胡夏 - Hu Xia)

Hais.... I'm having that freaking headache at this moment?? what the hell... Gonna quickly do that poa notes or i scare i wont have the time. Gonna hang on yeah!!! One subject that I'm well prepared is CHEM!!!!! yay!!!! .................. .......... prepare to fail. Good luck uh.

 Please.....  Stop crying every silence night, stop thinking of _____. To stop the pain, i have to _____ myself, its pain but its still better thn that. I doesnt want to _____ but i cant resist it. I will do anything if I cant take it anymore. Well, no one knows how i feel rn. But at this silent night, i heard my heartbeat. I ask it, can you stop the beating?? I have enough. Walking down the pathway, i heard that song and my ____ drops. I told you not to tell but you did, i've said that i dun know how to face _____ , It just turn out worst. Stop the torture. If only studies can really make me forgot but I was wrong. 

「聽」到他的聲音，你會「看」到歌中的世界 「看」到他的歌，你會進入他的創作生命 「進入」到他的音樂故事，你會感受有股莫名的力量，直擊你的心臟！！

壞人

I'm tired, really very tired......

 can i just end myself???

Maybe you just dun treat me as a friend anymore, well I've nothing to say. It's your choice, but i just hope to substain the friendship. Until you talk to me ba, or maybe never? I really dun know. Just make me feel worst. Fine, but I'm still willing to help you in anything. Studies.