There always sun shine to brighten up your day and life, hope this sun shine will brighten up Everyone's life!!!

Well, i guess i've been lieing to myself. I dun mind hurting myself but i dun wan to hurt anyone. yeah, study first....  but i really hope to substain it, i have experience this lots of times. And everything change . I really feeling very sorry and there u said "thank you for everything", making me guilty ar. Maybe one day i will tell u or maybe not (i shall see). I dun no anything, maybe i just dun wan to think or i really dun no but i know i have many people around me that willing to help. On phone with Sheryl<3 for long yesterday nite, she knows and understand everything even my feelings and i know I can really share everything to her. Well everything is over and i really hope you will be happy and alright! 

This blog is just for me to say whatever things that when by and some things n feeling that i didnt say. well, this is just only purely for me and so im going to write my real thoughts. TEEHEE... 

Well, afterall i just found out that regardless how many friends you have in life. They definitely cant be compared to just one trueful and understand best friend. Everyone will only leave you one day, even the one that was the closest with you. So why bother?! Its just nothing. 

I remember it well that u say u wont, but look what happen in the end?! Well, i cant do anything anyway. Whatever happen in future, just stay strong and be brave to carry on. Its not the end, alright? 逃避不一定躲的過, 面對不一定最難受. 

我寂寞寂寞就好。。这时候谁都别来安慰或拥抱。。就让我一个人痛­到受不了想到快疯掉。。死不了就还好。。