Hey yo guys!!!! It had been very very very long since my last post. I effing hate this year and im serious. Everything change just after this 2 months of long breaks. I would rather not having the breaks and just continue lesson. I didnt even enjoy my holidays too, so whats the point of having holiday? I cant even enjoy myself, why should i even force myself to be happy when im not. I think my friendship had became worse with all my frens. I dun have that 'feeling' with them.

Hais, what wrong with me? Is the problem lies on me? or its wasnt me? I really wanted to have that answer being told but i think there wasnt any chances now. I think i shouldn't had thought so much, i have to bear it in the end, everything is fated. U wants me to face it, no matter how hard i try to hide from it, i will always face it in the end. No matter what, i will try hard not to think so much, i got to work very hard this year for streaming. I really really have to take PURE SCIENCE!!!!! I must get it!!!!

I dun wanna care everything now, just only my work and no more others, from now on,i will try to get away from interference. ' GET LOSE OF MY SITE NOW!!!! I DUN WANNA SEE U!!!!!!' I very scare this year man, i scare i cant cope in my studies, i scare i will get bad grades. Hear that O level gonna be extreme difficult. OMG!!!! Very very scare. I dun wan!!!!! Everything is happening real fast~~~` i dun have any mental preparation.

Hais, gonna wish myself all the best. Hope ur wishes may come true.
Love lots,bye!!!!