Well, afterall i just found out that regardless how many friends you have in life. They definitely cant be compared to just one trueful and understand best friend. Everyone will only leave you one day, even the one that was the closest with you. So why bother?! Its just nothing. 

I remember it well that u say u wont, but look what happen in the end?! Well, i cant do anything anyway. Whatever happen in future, just stay strong and be brave to carry on. Its not the end, alright? 逃避不一定躲的過, 面對不一定最難受. 

我寂寞寂寞就好。。这时候谁都别来安慰或拥抱。。就让我一个人痛­到受不了想到快疯掉。。死不了就还好。。