Judge

Judging?? Who dun judge? Being judge is definitely not good, sometime what you think of others is not the reality. In fact, you just ruin the whole thing. Or maybe not judge, its biased. Just being biased against us?? Maybe?? Oh well, just go with the flow then. Just hate the unfairness treatment. Maybe in life, nothing is fair and we should not even expect fairness from others. Just like what people say "Different people different treatment" get what it means.I'm giving very little hope in everything, lesser hope lesser disappointment. Well, life will be better.... everything will be fine....

Being alone is also a happiness!!

Actually sometimes I do love being alone because I can do all the silly things and entertain myself. Haha!! It's a bit stupid but dun you think sitting in the bus with a piece of earpiece is what all we need? Enjoy the music, being quiet and reflect on things is something I always do. On top of that, SHOPPING!! I did shop alone and enjoy FOOD!!! Sounds like forever alone, haha, but no, I have bunch of friends too!! Babras!!! <3

Learn!

Opps... It been long!! For the past few years, things have changed a lot for me. I realised that in life, we have to learn and change for the better. Although at times we might have difficulties but we have to faced and overcome it. I can't deny the fact that I do run away from problems but after doing all this, things are still not solve and we are just letting continue its own way. Hiding away from your problem do help you to avoid the things that you didn't want or painful to face , however we have to come back to reality. Pick up the courage and do the thing that you its right. Dun add on another 'regret' in your life.
Personally, I believe in myself. I believe that only you yourself can make things different. I have gone through lots of up and down, each time, I learn something. Every setback that we face make us grow stronger and as everytime we grow stronger, it forces us to be more optimistic toward our problems. Well, stay strong each time and never give up whenever something hits upon you.

Seriously, what's life for? what for working hard,always trying to hold it on? GOD, why my life have to be control? Why are you so cruel to me? Did I do anything wrong to get such treatment or is it I deserve it? Even my own learning environment have to be control and force? Then what for I go home early? just to see your face or just to be control? JUST FUCK MY LIFE, it was my first time using such harsh word,but i seriously…… 

No one on earth can bring me out from here, no one can help me, no one can protect me,no one can understand it. NO ONE! Do they even bothers? Do they even cares about me studies? They dont even praise me for doing well, not even once in my whole life time. Is that a moltivation for me? They dont even know how's my doing. He is being selfish. While, Ive no choice. I swear to myself to be independence and i dun need them. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! HAVE A BLAST!!!<3>