Judging?? Who dun judge? Being judge is definitely not good, sometime what you think of others is not the reality. In fact, you just ruin the whole thing. Or maybe not judge, its biased. Just being biased against us?? Maybe?? Oh well, just go with the flow then. Just hate the unfairness treatment. Maybe in life, nothing is fair and we should not even expect fairness from others. Just like what people say "Different people different treatment" get what it means.I'm giving very little hope in everything, lesser hope lesser disappointment. Well, life will be better.... everything will be fine....
Live life to the fulless
Friday, July 26, 2013
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Being alone is also a happiness!!
Actually sometimes I do love being alone because I can do all the silly things and entertain myself. Haha!! It's a bit stupid but dun you think sitting in the bus with a piece of earpiece is what all we need? Enjoy the music, being quiet and reflect on things is something I always do. On top of that, SHOPPING!! I did shop alone and enjoy FOOD!!! Sounds like forever alone, haha, but no, I have bunch of friends too!! Babras!!! <3
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Learn!
Opps... It been long!! For the past few years, things have changed a lot for me. I realised that in life, we have to learn and change for the better. Although at times we might have difficulties but we have to faced and overcome it. I can't deny the fact that I do run away from problems but after doing all this, things are still not solve and we are just letting continue its own way. Hiding away from your problem do help you to avoid the things that you didn't want or painful to face , however we have to come back to reality. Pick up the courage and do the thing that you its right. Dun add on another 'regret' in your life.
Personally, I believe in myself. I believe that only you yourself can make things different. I have gone through lots of up and down, each time, I learn something. Every setback that we face make us grow stronger and as everytime we grow stronger, it forces us to be more optimistic toward our problems. Well, stay strong each time and never give up whenever something hits upon you.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
No one on earth can bring me out from here, no one can help me, no one can protect me,no one can understand it. NO ONE! Do they even bothers? Do they even cares about me studies? They dont even praise me for doing well, not even once in my whole life time. Is that a moltivation for me? They dont even know how's my doing. He is being selfish. While, Ive no choice. I swear to myself to be independence and i dun need them.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Monday, December 31, 2012
WOW WOW, next year??? SCARY~~~ O's!!!! Well, still gonna work hard uh. Scare i regret:)
Well, Memories down the year with them<3>3>
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Look how pure and innocent they are. Their smiles and laughter…. It just give me an indescrible feeling.Come to think of it how blessed me were,having such great care from our parents, things are so much hygienic as compared to them. And look at them, the just run around outside naked, picked up things from the ground and without washing their,they went to have their food. Water is also very precious to them, they dun pour the whole bottle of water instead they drip drop by drop to kill the red ants. All the hardship in building the court for them,etc are all worth it. Just LOVE THEM!!! I'll post some photos on the other day and that shall be it.:)
My love with lst
CUTIES!!!
YAY!!! After everything!!! GO Go go Greenridge!!!
關心妍-終點
Try - Pink (Jayesslee Cover)
Jayesslee is just too awesome, yeah!!!
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Monday, September 10, 2012
Well, maybe i shouldnt care about it or even bother to do something about it. I think i should just jolly well follow what they want, their mood and thinking. Its not like just one person that said that. Or is it i should just follow whatever you all think to make you guys happy? I cant have my own thinking uh? Hais... i shouldnt care la, to make every single happy is not easy so why not just make my life simple if i really cant acheive it.
Hais.... these days were seriously crappy, someone from other school contact me and started saying all those mushy words. Hey please, although i know u but can u just stop sending all those..... I told u "FRIENDS", dont u understand what is the meaning of FREINDS? Stop making be that bad person again please, u will not know how torturing to be in that position. It can really make u go crazy and just tear every night. I will just be very cold to u if u continue with that, friends i dun mind. I know i should learn from my mistake so please let me go...... I dun want to hurt u.
Shall listen to music!!! old song but awesome one<3 font="font">3>
手放开- 李聖傑
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Currently both my parent not all home and it just give me an insecure feeling:( MUMMY!! DADDY!!! PLEASE.... I BEG YOU TO STOP THE FIGHT OK?? PLEASE..... I really want to tell them this, but hais... I dun wanna let them see me in this state, they have problems too. Well, i shall just bear it ba. Just FML la!!! Seriously August is the worst month I could ever get. The amount of tears drop is countless, I HATE IT!!! Well, nobody will know how i feel right now. SUX!!! I really feeling scared, afraid that my family will..... FML!!!
Ok I'm quite TIRED today, 1 hour of sleep and woke up at 2.00am because of my parent:( It's normal for parent to quarrel but why did u used the word divorce? Both of them should calm down and settle tgt right? Or maybe one day you will regret on that solution, well everything is fixed, can't do anything alr.
It's like u don't know how i feel at that moment maybe u thought I didnt hear but i just have lots of things running through. Really can't sleep after that instead studying in the dark because i can't switch on the light as they're sitting outside on the sofa!!! I really dun know what to do and also havent finish studying but the only thing i can do is to wait. This 3 hours are seriously terrible for me...... Yet 5 o clock start to prepare and head of to school to study.
I have the feeling that i will fail chem but if i really do, I'm will......:( First time failing. Hais... let god do his work ba. Went home earlier today, Ive nothing to do in school and that I'm tired. Gonna really wish Sheryl RuiYan and Carina all the very best of the bloody A Math paper tmr!!! Urrggg.... really tired,shall take a mini rest ba. Bye;)
那些年 - (胡夏 - Hu Xia)
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Friday, August 3, 2012
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Monday, July 30, 2012
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Monday, July 23, 2012
Sunday, July 22, 2012
My awesome BRO!!! <3 |
I suddenly feels that my parent really very caring,although ya, sometimes there's some misunderstanding but its normal isn't it? They are still the most important people in our life, they are the one that really love and care about us. They want the best for us. Be grateful that we still have them.<3Cant imagine if one day i lost them, what will i do? Not gonna think about it.
I really feel very blessed to have so many friends and my family with me, so what's more do i ask for? I'm contented. Although having so many friends may be a scary thing but at least i know who are the one that i can rely on, and just one will do. I just don't understand why there's betrayal in some friendship? What do they want from others? Don't you find a pity to cheat on someone that really believe in you? I will really feel very sad to lose friendship.
I always find friendship is a very mysterious bond between human because is like its a fate for you to meet someone vs so many people in the world. So this is what god's plan. He is the one that leads everything but whether or not its sustain, its all depend on you and the other party. So isn't it sad to end it? DEFINITELY!! So I'm gonna cherish my friendship even if i know that they are just trying to make us of me, i know i can protect myself. Just stay happy, always smile and everything will be easier to work.
Friday, we just got our Exam timetable. Wow, just less than a month and we're going to take our examination. This year past real fast, few months seems like few days. Next year it will be worst, my Bro had been scaring me this few days, don't be so evil can? Nvm, its ok. 400++ days to our O levels, so nearrrrr.... Why CT2 5 days only? Can you just give us more time to study? The last day of the exam, E1 and E2 still have A math from 3-4pm thn Sheryl still have Cca :( Nvm la anyway i feel that birthday is the day when Mothers when through all those pain to bring their beloved child into this world, so we should be thankful to our mother on our birthday. MUM!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! <3<3
一個人不可能
Friday, July 13, 2012
Currently at RUIYAN Baoberr,,,, 's house. She is going through pain and what i can do is just look at her, i cant go inside her stomach and help her right? I only i can. I DUN NO WHAT TO DO!!! Just now went to Sheryl babe's house for E learning, quite productive but also having fun. Hahaaaa.... ok. What should i do now??? Dun no.
The above photo were taken in Yannie's house using my com cos i really have nth better to do. Should i watch movie??? Ok la, i sounds stupid, talking to myself but well, entertainig myself ma. teehee:)
Haiyo, i really dun no what to say le, wait wait.... wait till i thought of something to post or say thn i blog again. BYE ;)
Thursday, July 12, 2012
是 个 可 能 吧 或 许 想 太 多
有 的 梦 不 去 做 好 可 惜
我 害 怕 吗 有 点 孤 单 很 痛 的 对 不 对
我 得 放 下 翻 开 这 一 页 没 时 间 想 过 去
心 中 会 怕 才 问 自 己 那 些 曾 经 的 话 语谢 谢 是 你 让 我 有 天 空 和 明 天 学 会 独 立
站 在 未 知 的 泥 土 里 看 我 勇 敢 的 深 呼 吸
黑 的 夜 我 不 怕 天 空 很 大 像 在 说 不 能 哭
下 一 页 的 我 会 去 哪 里 用 多 大 的 勇 气所 有 梦 里 面 的 风 雨 我 不 怕 那 是 我 的 试 题
下 一 页 的 我 希 望 能 拥 有 美 丽 的 明 天
所 以 这 次 我 送 走 从 前 因 为 我 看 的 见
担 心 什 麽 去 吧 爱 让 人 哭 真 对 不 起之 前 的 回 忆 握 在 掌 心 里
它 让 我 再 苦 也 肯 努 力
耳 边 的 风 吹 吧 让 我 听 见 新 消 息
在 旅 途 上 爱 是 氧 气 让 我 越 来 越 肯 定
心 中 会 怕 才 问 自 己 那 些 曾 经 的 话 语谢 谢 是 你 让 我 有 天 空 和 明 天 学 会 独 立
站 在 未 知 的 泥 土 里 看 我 勇 敢 的 深 呼 吸
黑 的 夜 我 不 怕 天 空 很 大 像 在 说 不 能 哭
下 一 页 的 我 会 去 哪 里 用 多 大 的 勇 气所 有 梦 里 面 的 风 雨 我 不 怕 那 是 我 的 试 题
下 一 页 的 我 希 望 能 拥 有 美 丽 的 明 天
所 以 这 次 我 送 走 从 前 因 为 我 看 的 见
寓 言 藏 在 我 心 中 相 信 它 吧 往 前 冲我 的 路 我 就 一 定 让 它 走 成 幸 福
那 些 作 了 的 梦 忘 了 吗 那 些 万 分 之 一 的 也 许
不 用 说 我 还 是 我 约 定 怎 样 寂 寞 也 不 能 哭
看 吧 下 大 雨 也 不 认 输 请 让 我 学 长 大
下 一 页 的 我 会 去 哪 里 用 多 大 的 勇 气所 有 梦 里 面 的 风 雨 我 不 怕 那 是 我 的 试 题
下 一 页 的 我 希 望 能 拥 有 美 丽 的 明 天
所 以 这 次 我 送 走 从 前 因 为 我 看 的 见
所 有 梦 里 面 的 风 雨 我 不 怕 那 是 我 的 试 题
下 一 页 的 我 希 望 能 拥 有 美 丽 的 明 天
所 以 这 次 我 送 走 从 前 因 为 我 看 的 见
I always tend to do some thinking and reflection on myself and also knowing what I really mean in this world. (which i have never understand) I always ask myself why am i in this world? How am i suppose to spend my life time? What do i really want? Who am i? Do i understand myself? No, i dun understand myself, i dun no what i want, i dun no what I'm for, i dun no what i really like/dislike , i dun no what is my purpose of living , i just dun no everything. Failure in life. Hope I'm not thinking too much.
下 一 页 的 我 会 去 哪 里
黑 的 夜 我 不 怕 天 空 很 大 像 在 说 不 能 哭
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Is a friendship really that hard to last?? Hais, I really dun no. Everything is just a dream to me. I dun no why i will always feel very hurt to see my friends being sad. Sometime i will thought of whether if im like that, will i be taken for granted? Or will i be just a toy for people to 'play' with?? I hope im not thinking too much.
I find myself very bad, is like we have been neglecting people around us. Im so sorry. I will spend more time on you ok? I know in class you will feel a bit left out, but my dear i'll try not to let u have this feeling ok? I will be with you. I know you have been through lots of things too but what i want to tell you is that You're not along babe? I will always stand beside and support you.
In life, there are many things that we are unexpected and we cant do anything about it, so just stay strong and do not let people see your own weaknesses, or they will only harm you. We have to protect ourself, i have understand that whatever things that we do, we cannot depend on other people, we just have to depend on yourself because if u give ur trust and one day u no that ur friend actually betrayed you, this is the time where you will only be very hurt by them therefore this is one of the way to protect urself from getting hurt again.
Friday, July 6, 2012
LLBBQ!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!<3 |
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Saturday, June 30, 2012
There always sun shine to brighten up your day and life, hope this sun shine will brighten up Everyone's life!!! |
Well, i guess i've been lieing to myself. I dun mind hurting myself but i dun wan to hurt anyone. yeah, study first.... but i really hope to substain it, i have experience this lots of times. And everything change . I really feeling very sorry and there u said "thank you for everything", making me guilty ar. Maybe one day i will tell u or maybe not (i shall see). I dun no anything, maybe i just dun wan to think or i really dun no but i know i have many people around me that willing to help. On phone with Sheryl<3 for long yesterday nite, she knows and understand everything even my feelings and i know I can really share everything to her. Well everything is over and i really hope you will be happy and alright!
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Friday, June 1, 2012
I remember it well that u say u wont, but look what happen in the end?! Well, i cant do anything anyway. Whatever happen in future, just stay strong and be brave to carry on. Its not the end, alright? 逃避不一定躲的過, 面對不一定最難受.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Forget it, i dun care.
Friday, April 27, 2012
Hang on....
凡事不要想的太复杂,手握的太紧,东西会碎,手会疼。
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Hais, what wrong with me? Is the problem lies on me? or its wasnt me? I really wanted to have that answer being told but i think there wasnt any chances now. I think i shouldn't had thought so much, i have to bear it in the end, everything is fated. U wants me to face it, no matter how hard i try to hide from it, i will always face it in the end. No matter what, i will try hard not to think so much, i got to work very hard this year for streaming. I really really have to take PURE SCIENCE!!!!! I must get it!!!!
I dun wanna care everything now, just only my work and no more others, from now on,i will try to get away from interference. ' GET LOSE OF MY SITE NOW!!!! I DUN WANNA SEE U!!!!!!' I very scare this year man, i scare i cant cope in my studies, i scare i will get bad grades. Hear that O level gonna be extreme difficult. OMG!!!! Very very scare. I dun wan!!!!! Everything is happening real fast~~~` i dun have any mental preparation.
Hais, gonna wish myself all the best. Hope ur wishes may come true.
Love lots,bye!!!!
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Today, get back my report book. Lucky i didn't drop to NA. My position in class is 11/40 n level is 50/161. Heng!!!.... I really feel so scare. Just now went to sheryl's ahma's hos to do the present for RY. Ahhh!!!! TIME IS SERIOUSLY SOOOOO PRECIOUS THR!!!! U gonna rush everything within a time limit. Rushing through everything n even when i reach home, im still feeling so nervous. I dun no why.... haha weird. Carina oso....
Gtg soons...... Byes!!!! Love u guys!!!
Friday, October 22, 2010
El:C5
Mt: A2
Maths: A1
Science:B3
Geography:A1
History:C6
Literature:C6
Art:B3
DnT:A2
My result not tat goods, especially HISTORY..... What happen? I studied for it n ended out with tis result. Sianz! I hope that i could still remain in express, dun drop pls! I cant afford to drop,seriously. I gonna work hard for MT, tat is not the marks i wanted....... Art oso, i colour so hard, waste my energy.......hmph! I have nth more to post, i guess i shall stop here......
Gtg bye!